So Im doing alright over here in Mississippi. Things are going ok i guess you could say. I dont know. Hattiesburg is so freakin different than Florida. I mean...everyone is really nice here and stuff. Its just hard...not knowing many people. I miss all my FSU friends and I cant wait to go there, TO VISIT. The music school here is just amazing!! The way they do things is so freakin great...and everyone knows everyone. I figure if I like the people that I am going to be around for four years....I should definitly stay here. Dr Fuller put me in Chamber Singers...which is made up of all graduate students. So amazing it is!! Im not gonna lie. These people are so great at singing. We're goin to Italy in may for 15 days! yaY!
So anyway mom and dad just bought me a house here in Hattiesburg. Im really excited about it because well...living in the same room as someone is not fun!! Lately ive been feeling like crap because I found out a lot of crap about some of my best friends back at home. I mean have you ever just sat there and like found out a bunch of stuff about people you thought cared about you. It definitly is not fun. I love these people still but itds just...I dont know. depressing in a way. I feel like i really can not trust anyone anymore. I feel like every person I have ever loved has broken my heart. So after I found out all this stuff i just started acting crazy. I started drinking and stuff....and just I dunno. Just because im at college doesnt mean i have to drink. I dont judge people that do, because honestly...I dont even feel convicted about it. I feel like if God didnt want me to do it, i would be told that it was wrong. I just feel like I act so dumb and why not be the SOBER life of the party! This weekend really opened my eyes to a lot of things. I just feel like I havent been living the way i should be. I mean who ever lives there life perfectly? no one! But that doesnt mean I cant try to live it to the best of my ability! Im gonna go church hunting on Sunday! Yay how fun! Anyone like to join? I really think finding a church will help with my walk. I dont know.
Missed four classes today....goin to bed to sleep this thing they called mono off!!! Much love!
*MeG*